Life is in deed very funny.

It often feels like a sadistic game. Like the series squid game.

The best of us never deserve half of the things that life throws at us. It's always the narcissists, gas lighters, sadists, just to mention but a few, who have the best at what life can give. If you look at these people, they always appear to have a happy go lucky attitude despite their dirty conscience. For I and a few others who try to keep a clean conscience, we always get the short end of the stick.

But such is life.

Oh Jah, I just wish I was never born. That way, my poor little boy wouldn't have found himself in this cosmic joke that is earth. 

But what can I say! We are already here. I can only hope for the best. Life was never meant to be easy but I only ask Jah for a lot of strength, patience and faith.